"His absence is like the sky, spread over everything". ....C.S. Lewis
New Year's Eve is hub's birthday (was?). I don't know. I'm feeling kinda screwed up now. In spite of the fact that I put a good face on to the public, the holidays have me having little mini breakdowns every night. I cry. I miss him. I laugh at all our good memories and know I'm not going crazy. I'm just walking down the path of mourning and grief. One never knows when it's going to hit. It's all ok though.
I wish you all a good year ahead. Keep smiling. And know that no matter what happens in your life, you can get through it.