Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Have you ever experienced that feeling, when right smack dab in the middle of a happy mood, something, some thought, some feeling...from deep down inside hits you like a brick wall? I think I know what it is and what it means. Its an action that has to be taken on my part but I refuse (am in denial, won't look, etc) to do anything at the moment. An as I write this I cry. That's how deep the feeling goes. Reaches into my heart strings and plays them all wrong. "Do the right thing and the right thing will happen". That's what i've been taught. But if I do that, the wrong thing is going to happen and I can't deal with that today. Maybe tomorrow.