Thursday, August 17, 2006
I'm in a fog today. Foggy brain. FB for short. I usually wake up with some thoughts about what I'll post or a feeling in my heart that i'd like to share about. Not today. It's like someone cut off my juice. I hate when that happens. My mood is one of who cares, leave me alone, don't even think about looking at me let alone talk to me. Oh I've got to change this ornery disposition! I'm thinking as I type this something 's gonna happen to inspire me, lift my spirits, touch my heart, make me smile, laugh, sing, dance. I usually sit down and write a quick ditty before I leave for work..but for the FB, I decided to wait until I got to my office to write (shhh) because I'm bound to see something or be inspired by a heartfelt moment on my way to work. Well I've realized (not just today) that when I'm having one of these FB mornings there is absolutely nothing that one can do, say, or show me that can change me. I have to just feel the feelings (however cranky they may be) and let them pass. And pass they do.....! Hurray!